So today I've been living in my flat for one whole calendar month, which is pretty cool. I also just started decorating it on saturday, which is also cool.

I'm sitting at work, yet to pick up the phone wondering whether I'm going to make any money this month. It seems to be a bit of a lottery, so here's hoping and I've got my fingers crossed that I'm a lucky boy.

Emily is wonderful, and I'd hate to be in her position right now. She's with someone who clearly sponges off her at all oppurtunities, even though she knows he doesnt want to, and it embarrasses him on many levels. She doesn't know how long it will be until this finishes and he can provide for them both. On top of this, she is supposed to be moving in with him and has been given an ultimatum of sorts from her parents to stop her. He's sure that the first point will impact on her decision of which option to take. This makes him sad. He is Me.

J x